29 and understanding life is not a dream
I begun this blog with the focus on it being on food and love. However we can not talk about love without heartache...and food without heartburn. (*cues the drummer*)
So, I just turned 29. I am a woman on the curve of a new adventure, 30s. I thought by now, I would be able to whip up my Granny's pies and cake recipes without looking at the index card. I thought I would be married and living on the coast of Capri with my 2 children. I thought I would have my stuff together.
That is not the case, I am a 29 year old woman navigating some extreme life choices and challenges. I choose to be poly but I was diagnose schizoaffective disorder.
This affected my relationships significantly, two of my partnerships ended hence why I haven't posted a lot about food lately.
I slipped into a bit of a funk. My creative juices have been halted by this funk, but HEY, I am writing now... that is a start.
I am slowly understanding that life doesn't go as you plan. I always been such a big dreamer. My goal for my 29th year is to focus in on being more present in the now.
I dusted my apron off today and made some banana blueberry muffins from SCRATCH today.
Peace!
Caziah aka Ziah
So, I just turned 29. I am a woman on the curve of a new adventure, 30s. I thought by now, I would be able to whip up my Granny's pies and cake recipes without looking at the index card. I thought I would be married and living on the coast of Capri with my 2 children. I thought I would have my stuff together.
That is not the case, I am a 29 year old woman navigating some extreme life choices and challenges. I choose to be poly but I was diagnose schizoaffective disorder.
This affected my relationships significantly, two of my partnerships ended hence why I haven't posted a lot about food lately.
I slipped into a bit of a funk. My creative juices have been halted by this funk, but HEY, I am writing now... that is a start.
I am slowly understanding that life doesn't go as you plan. I always been such a big dreamer. My goal for my 29th year is to focus in on being more present in the now.
I dusted my apron off today and made some banana blueberry muffins from SCRATCH today.
Peace!
Caziah aka Ziah
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